When your world’s outpouring grief,
There’s no relief.
While the grief has just begun,
I feel so numb.
Where I think of what is left,
I feel bereft.
Nerves are buzzing, feel the pain
My memories remain.
Where does all this come from,
Because your gone.
Never again to return,
My eyes burn.
There with me right from the start,
Piece of my heart.
As I’m reeling from the loss,
Can’t count the cost.
As my life enforced this change,
It feels so strange.
There’s no distance near or far,
Small shining star.
Never again to hear your voice,
I have no choice.
Feeling raw and very blue,
Because of you.
Shattered dreams are torn apart,
New course of life to chart.
Which direction to navigate,
Things so highly I will rate.
Back in a moment filled with your joy,
Our beloved and cherished boy.
No longer here to hold my hand,
Can’t begin to understand.
Why you had to go away,
And couldn’t stay.
My loss is heavens gain,
It’s such a shame.
Despite it all it’s safe to say,
You did it your way.
You lived life fast, enjoyed the ride,
Now the pace has stopped I want to hide.
But life will go on and yet besides,
Can’t find release where pain resides.
Silent prayer to the one your soul to keep,
Whilst I sit and weep.
My brother and my very first friend,
It’s not the end.