Vivid dreaming with fine detail,
Will set me off upon the trail.
Who knows what the search will uncover,
Embittered colleague or star crossed lover.
Now is not the time for revenge.
My guardian angel to avenge.
When dented armour leaves me broken,
Let’s not have it out in the open.
Put it away back in the dark,
These things already left their mark.
Scars and wounds all laid bare,
Now hidden again, I do not care.
For I am not who I used to be,
The frightened, bullied, victim, Me.
It’s part of the learning,or growing pain
Get through this there’s so much to gain.
One day, or even through one night,
To build reserve, enough to fight.
The body exhausted too much to speak,
Will I haul myself up to reach the peak.
It’s all part of the bigger picture,
Thrown together the strangest mixture.
Emotions raw from this train wreck,
In earth’s huge matter a minute speck.